I'm very satisfied with today. I talked to Alexa for the first time in at least a month and a half. It wasn't anything serious, just some light-hearted banter. Things are still kinda awkward I think. But it's looking up. On a note of coincedence, just last night, I was telling Robby how I haven't talked to her in forever. Funny how things turn out sometimes.
Grr, sometimes I wish life could be more simple though. Sure, talking to Alexa is nice. But she's a friend, and to be frank, it'd be nice to have someone who's more than a friend. I kinda wish I could just go "Hey, I'm interested in you". But I can't do that. Fear of rejection, mainly. I mean, I dunno if she even likes me more than a friend. Plus, I've got a sneaking suspicion that she knows, or has a feeling. Agh, life is...confusing.
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