WOO FREAKING HOO!

Today was a really good day. For two reasons. 1. I turned in my WLP. Major relief. No more work for a good while now. Summer has fur sure started. I actually feel a bit sad for Mrs Norris. It took me a couple days to write one paper. She has to spend at least a month looking over 100+ papers. Oh well, that's IB. 2. (and most important) MY 360 LIVESSSS!!! I don't know how, but it's working. It's a like a zombie/Jesus...or a zombie Jesus! And I wouldn't have found out if it wasn't for my kitty's butt. Yeah, one of my kitties sat on my controller and I shoved him off, thinking "Uhg...I don't even want to look over". Eventually I did, but not purposely looking to see if it was working. I just glanced over and 'lo and behold, it was working! I screamed like a little girl and would have started dancing if I didn't have an essay to finish.

I'm also feeling really conflicted. On two things. (Cause I never like to keep things simple and have only one problem). First thing is reviving an old friendship. I kinda wish I could use a Phoenix Down and make everything better, but that won't work. With my 360 back, I sorta feel like maybe it could happen. But I also feel like she prolly doesn't want to talk to me ever again. She told me once that she loved me as a brother...but perhaps those feelings have died. I know I love her. But not as I used to. I feel like she's my lost, older sister. As much as shit as she gave me, she also made me really happy. Friends like that don't come around that often and it rips my heart apart to know that I'm responsible for its destruction. But hopefully it can be reconstructed. I just need to take the initiative, get some courage.